Monday, November 30, 2009

Sigh...

It just dawned on me that I would have been 19 weeks pregnant tomorrow.  I almost lost it in my office and had a crying breakdown.  I haven't had that happen in quite awhile.

Imagine how my life would be different now if that baby had stuck around. 

12 comments:

  1. I'm so sorry. It completely sucks. Nothing sucks worse than that.

    ((Hugs))

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  2. It doesn't get easier. If you know anyone who nearly has your due date, hide. Hugs.

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  3. I spent the holiday weekend thinking about it too. I had been looking forward to being pregnant over the holiday and having my mom be so excited and giddy about it. :( {{hugs}}

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  4. (((HUGS))) I hate those realizations that smack you in the face from nowhere.

    I had a moment like that too today. It sucks. From all of my m/cs, I feel like no date on the calendar is safe anymore.

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  5. Hang in there! I know it's hard, and it will continue being hard for a long time. Take the time you need to grieve, but try to find something positive every day, too! Things will get better!

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  6. I have those moments all the time. *BIG HUGS*

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  7. I am so sorry. I wish it got easier. ((HUGS))

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