I started stims on Thursday. So far, so good. It was a little strange giving myself my injection on Thursday. It's been so long since I've had to do that, that both my husband and I felt a mixture of happiness and sadness about it. But, I'm happy to have the chance again to have a baby, and am hopeful that the third time is the charm.
So far, I don't have any symptoms, but I did get to skip the Lupron this time as I'm on an antagonist protocol. I've heard that Ganirelix can be a bit of a bitch, so we'll see. I don't know if I'm imagining it or not, but I feel some twinges in my ovary region. So, I'm hopeful that means that my ovaries are starting to ramp up. I'm working on giving them some positive reinforcement.
I am trying to occupy myself during this cycle by focusing on taking some control of the rest of my life. I've recently read a book called The Happiness Project and I loved it. I'm inspired to take a more active role in what I do and surround myself with. So, I'm working on organizing my house, I'm planning on clearing out my closet this weekend and getting rid or putting away all the clothes that don't fit or that I don't like. I'm getting a haircut today and a new style. I'm experimenting in the kitchen. I'm studying for a professional certification exam. I'm disconnecting from work on the weekend. And, finally, I'm working on doing random acts of kindness for my husband. All of this is helping me to feel like I'm making some progress in my life and in my goals, and distracting me from the BIG GOAL that I'm struggling to achieve.
I'm also super excited to be cycling during the Olympics. Talk about a distraction! I love it and really enjoy watching all the sports and the human interest stories. It would have been ideal if the Olympics were during my 2 week wait, but not so much.
And finally, I just want to thank everyone who reads my blog for all the support. It is amazing to be a part of this community and have a group of people out there who check in on me during this process and provide such wonderful support for me in all my ramblings. I can't imagine going through IVF and the infertility struggle without a support group. Thank you all for giving me such wonderful support!
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Yay! I hope you stay side-effect free from the meds and that your ovaries are starting to produce lots of great follicles. :-) I'm so jealous about your haircut and new do! I am in desperate need of one! Maybe I'll take care of that during my two week wait... :-)
ReplyDeleteYAY for getting started. I actually much prefered the antagonist protocol to the LUpron protocol. The Ganirelix is nothing. You'll see ;-). Keeping everything crossed for you!
ReplyDeleteWishing you ALL the best on this cycle...sending every good vibe I have to those ovaries!
ReplyDeleteI did the antagonist protocol for our first two IVF cycles, and had a better response than with the Lupron-based third cycle, so I'm hoping the same is true for you! Ganirelix (and Menopur) actually gave me welts, but maybe I'm just sensitive.
ReplyDeleteIf you wanted to come over and help me clean out my closet after you are done with yours I wouldn't say no.... :) I think it's great you are working on these things!
I have everything crossed that your ovaries will do a great job! I actually much preferred the short protocol (antagonist) to the long one, it's really that much quicker and personally I had no side effects. Love your other goals too, I'm sure it will all work in favour to achieve the most difficult goal of all! Love, Fran
ReplyDeleteGreat to see you back on the cycle. My fingers crossed for this protocol to be the charm for you! I love your spirit of wanting to make these positive changes in your lifestyle - you rock!
ReplyDeleteYeah for distractions!! Hope it goes quickly for you!
ReplyDeleteYou sound like you are doing so well! I am really hoping for the best for you this cycle!
ReplyDeleteI'm pretty new to your blog and just wanted to tell you how much I love your positive attitude. It's great! I'll be praying for you during this time.
ReplyDeleteYAY for your own Happiness Project. I sounds like you will be busy! I think its great that you are trying to focus on other things. Hope all this time goes by quickly!
ReplyDeleteJust came across your blog and wanted to introduce myself and say hi. I can completely relate to so much of your story, including the t/x history and h/x of m/c. I am starting round 2 of IVF as we speak. Here we go again!!! I also have a big dog, a little dog and 2 cats. They really help me on this journey. Best of luck to you!- Jess
ReplyDeleteHey girl! Abiding with you...
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